She's 6...

For me ,
Some people walk across you, some people walk to you, some people walk with a smile into your life and leave with a smile, some walk with a smile and leave making you depressed, some walk with you thro your life…very few impress you, teach you, inspire you, among those ppl my blog here is centralized on a person who inspired me to c life in a diff style.
How beautiful does it look on a full moon day?
How sweet does the Kaveri taste in its origin?
How soothing is it to hear a melody when you’re sad?
How innocent is a baby’s smile?
Well, I would keep on going on and on bec that’s how everyone would feel when the enlightment.
Lucky aren’t everyone to meet their guardian angel, and those few aren’t that luckier for they don’t get a chance to speak with their angels to learn from them. Luckiest are those who get to spend their quality time every day with their guardian angel.
Our first encounter was on a full moon day, I was waiting for my students to arrive (as I was volunteering in a school as a part timer), when she almost tumbled over me. She held my hand firmly and said “sorry, akka nega erukuradha na pakkala” . I smiled and said “pathu po” (for any one in that campus would know that these kids were visually impared but gifted – not by wealth but by benevolence). She asked my name I asked her’s … Rubina, not more than 3 ft of ht, grey eyes, hair growing after her tight hair cut, small ear ring and a pair of bangles in her small hands with safety pins hanging in it…
She s no beauty to an ordinary eye not even to mine on the first glance… but on the second glance S she was, with that innocent smile of her s she could win the world. And she did win my hrt also…
After a couple of our meetings, she started speaking with me, she was singing to me, telling stories which her teacher had taught her. At the time I was leaving home she asked me “ akka eniku purnami nu sonnaga (full moon day)yepadi erukum pakka?”
I was lost… I didn’t know how to describe it to a small blind about the beauty of the full moon even though I had a habit of admiring it… after few mins of silence and her cont questioning, I gave her a choki, she smiled her innocent smile and said “thank you” I touched her face and said… its as beautiful as this smiling face…(though it was dramatic … it brought another innocent smile in her face…and she ran inside.
Days rolled by I had my own pressures which put me mentally down… but I never gave up going to the school for I loved the place. One such day I was sitting with Rubina and she was speaking and speaking , after some time she stopped and she asked wat happened… for she could judge from my voice that I was low… she took my hand and said… lets walk around my school under one condition that you should close your eyes and come wit me… I held her hand and started walking… she took me to her class room and made me sit in front of her and asked me my prob…
I almost laughed for no 6 yr old is going to understand a 20 yr old prob… I jus said that I had hurt a lot of ppl and that I that made me guilty… she smiled her smile again and said “na sonna nega kepinga la” I said s she continued…and said “yellar kitaiyum sorry kelunga, avanga manikalanalum parava ella… yaru dhan thapu panala… thapu panadha unairdhaley podhum nega mariduvinga…, ungaluku avanga kita directa solla mudilana yeludi anupichidunga…enga missu engaluku solikuduthanga, negalum try paniparunga” I said ok… and told her im leaving home…she said ok… wen I was abt to leave she held my hand and said…“ ennaku purnamithan pidikum amavasai ella” and smiled… I felt a shiver which ran thro my body…
A 6 yr old teaching me life s lesson…I smiled for life s lessons is not taught in classrooms but by ppl who care for you.