i smiled thro...

Morning six...(the temp around being 14 degrees).. "damn!! why do they were want us to wake up so early.. just to see some damn crap guy speaking in the other end of the world.." i dragged myself out of my warm blanket..

I couldnt speak out but i heard my mind scolding every one... (im a summer baby - born in june, love summer days, sunshine, hot sweating days..) it was december.. Thank GOD my heater was working properly.. soaked in the hot boiling water for sometime and cribbed again for getting out of it..got dressed up and had go wait for my cab in the cold morning (as its the tradition of any IT firm to provide cabs to pick us up.. making us wait in freezing cold)..

I plugged in my ears to my head phones and played some nice melody of the 80's.. checked the time it was 6:30 am pulled up my jacket and made sure i grabbed everything i was down my building..i had to walk few meters to get my cab. It was picture perfect day.. for any one who loved the cold weather would love the day.... i didnt know you i was falling in love with the morning myself.. the fog was so thick that i couldnt see the building in which my colleague lived a few meters ahead... the flowers in the road side still havent woken up from its sleep.. had dew drops on it.. the fog in the east end was becoming thinner.. making the sun rays visibly beautiful.

Everything was wonderful until i found my hands turning numb, i walked up a few steps and sat in a road side tea stall.. no one around only the tea master was busy preparing his tea .. fully covered himself ... i ordered a tea for myself and was looking at everything around which was still beautiful but i knew i wasnt enjoying it any more..one side of me kept asking me "why what's wrong with you , you were fine so long what now??? " my other side knew why i was upset..i grabbed my hot tea.. and sat in the low bench which was wet due to the mist. I turned and looked at the empty side of the bench and a smiled my heart weighting its heaviness...i smiled thro and heard my self say.. "I MISS YOU GUYS!!"

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same day two years back..... at this time we were all in marina beach ... fully drenched shivering in the sun...taking the weirdest of all pics... riding in bike in triple giving the traffic police flying kisses... grabbing food in wet clothes........................

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the horn was too loud to wake me up from my sweet memories... i saw my colleague waving towards me telling "ahja!! we are already late".. walked towards my cab found myself turning behind .. i found even my place empty..now
"I know!! you guys miss me too.." heard myself tell loud...